Day 4 and well what I thought was just a cold had to add a stomach bug to the equation. So pretty much, I'm bed ridden. I been in bed since Friday I think....can't remember. Practically, that is more or less 4 to 5 days in bed.....alone. No one wants to be near me, they all flee telling me to stay away. Everyone else in this house is sick including my own mother who complains about being in bed for 1 day.........like she knows what goes through my head.

So yeah, been practically alone all day, no one to talk to except who I texted back and forth. He is worried for me. Asking me how I am doing every day...so sweet. At least I don't feel too lonesome. It's only me...my laptop...and World of Warcraft that has kept me from flipping out and going insane...in the game you kill things...kill monsters relieve annoyance to an extent. Guess what let's do it again!

Ahem...yeah....close to losing it.

I tried earlier this evening to move downstairs to hang with everyone. Aunt was sitting watching TV minding her own business, my cousin has a friend over....my cousin is sick too? Well, the two of them were eating, they asked me what I was doing and I asked if I could you know hang out with them, have someone to talk to...my cousin told me no in one second flat. "I don't want what you have stay away...blah blah blah". The minute the friend found out, he took a good 5 steps back telling me it was nothing personal and he hung with sick people all the time...yeah feel hated much?

At that point I was a little disappointed, and well i retreated to my room once again, door shut, secluded from the world outside since no one wants my illness. I am condemned to this bed until it has passed.

As yall can probably tell, I'm on the I hate the world phase of the sickness. I'm giving it two more days...if I'm not cured by the time I go to school Wednesday, I'm gonna seek medical help. This medicine over the counter crap has done nothing for me. Been drinking Orange Juice with some sort of vitamin packet thing that dissolves in liquids. Can't taste it really. And been in bed........all day long. I get up to go to the bathroom and/or get food that is about it. Don't want to stay too long or I'll pass my supposed "cooties" to everyone. Such BS....

So anyhow, I'm here sitting in my room...gonna go to bed at least pray this crap goes away soon. Cuz when your stomach makes odd noises, yet your not puking your guts out, something is off. Because I can eat normally, just my stomach talks after wards. Making me uncomfortable and im moving around so much....Man, I seem to be talkative. I guess I feel alone need someone to talk to.

Anyways, talk to yall later.


For onion fans : I borrowed these off of 's Journal. I just learned how to use the Onions.....Alevere51's EPIC FAIL!!!!